Currently Listening Alexisonfire By Alexisonfire pulmonary archery see related

idk what i'm doing anymore. something doesn't feel right. i'm sick.  i'm tired of everything :/  especially my life. my fucked up life.

but on the brightside....i found kennedy. he's only theeee coolest BFF ever. i love how he makes me feel better in 10 seconds flat, he makes me laugh so much<3. Kiersten, my wifey forever more, is my joy of school. we soon will be calling each other on moon phones, i bet you a bizillion dollars. :] Jenny, oh jenny, she's always there for me. always. we can make each other have a glorious day, we can make the worst job the fun-est job easily. she is my twin, my other half. Then there's shannon, we connect in weird ways, i love her to death :D And karen...she's so different, she listens and i like that. i have so many best friends, it's so fun. i love them all [and everyone else i didn't mention] i am extremely thankful for my friends....right now, they are the only thing keeping my alive.

i'm not too sure, but i think i might of found happiness in someone. maybe possibly it will last a little while. it would mean the world to me.